We are here Lord, You, I and my failures, You, I and my sins Try as I might I can't go a single day Without reasons for guilt, Shame, Sorrow, Pain, Products of my stumbling. We are here Lord, You and I the consistent prodigal You and I the weak You and I the fumbling Can't go one day without wandering, Straying, Coming and going, Needing to grow up My history repeats. We are here Lord, You, I and second chances, You, I and grace You, I and mercy. You Redeem, You Love, You Gather, You Lead, For this is You and I. -dfav 1/8/2021
So sorry God, it's been a little while, Since I was lucid enough to talk on these COVID-19 miles Quite some time with energy to search for Your smile. Best intentions mean nothing when, Circumstances get you all turned around, Even though you know grace has You found. This scary illness, it eats at me. Devouring me inside then out, "This is not how I want to go home" I shout. When food tasted like paste and salt, Ears plugged up with painful fluid, Eye sight faded in one eye, I wasn't lucid, Not once did You leave me alone, You did not abandon me or just let me be, You Yourself sent Your angels to guard me. Yet, You were always there beside me, Reminding me whose child I am again, No walking away from all You began. Thank You Lord, for getting us through COVID, Thank You for pulling me off the edge, Thank You for Your protective hedge. -dfav 1/5/2021
Forgive me Lord, For these thoughts are disobedient, They are not in line with Your word Not in sync with who You are. They dance in my head Fueled by basic human desires By all I don't have and think I need, Because I've been Longing for that which is not mine, Craving things, circumstances not mine. Free me Lord, For these thoughts are bonds of evil, Links of a chain bred in disobedence Forged with guilt and callousness. Thick, heavy, steel links, Welded together in willful thoughts, Because reality is hard to face, Pride is hard to swallow. Longing for pictures evil painted in my head, Craving tastes, circumstances rottening in my head. Wash me Lord, In the rivers of Your grace, Flowing from the fount of Your everlasting redemption. Shine Your light to bleach shame away, Remind me of Your truth I see the ugliness of my heart in Your word Because I chose disobedience. Longing to live in Your love as Your daughter, Craving home, circumstances mine as Your daughter. --dfav 1/3/2021
O Lord, I'm feeling hollow, As if someone or something, Has drained me of everything, Emptied, dry, no get up and go. Yes, Lord, I'm feeling hollow, I track it to confusion, Maybe lies and plots infusion, Entangled, enmeshed, wrestling. Why, Lord in my hollow, Is there thick silence creaking, Though also so, so deafening, I will stay here until You bid me go. Fill my hollowness, Lord, my hollow, Quench the dry and raise me up, Until I'm running over beyond the cusp, I'll be here Lord, until You're ready. There's movement Lord, in this hollow, Your Spirit has arrived at last, Soon this hollowness will be in the past, Fill me up Lord, fill me up. ----dfav 11/22/2020
There is silence here, where we sit, quiet peace. There is peace here, strengthening, healing. There is healing here, for heart, for soul, for mind. There is mindfulness here, awareness, understanding. You are here Heavenly Father, positive and kind. There is love here, flowing around, reaching souls. There is a soul here, aware, and so grateful. There is gratefulness here, for You, for blessings, There is truth here, and I am so thankful, You are here Heavenly Father so overwhelming. There is love here, from me to You, You to me. There is togetherness here, for all who come. There is strength here to all who accept it. There is everything one needs here, for all, not just some. You are here Heavenly Father, for all who sit. There is need here, needs still unspoken, alone. There is isolation here, so we worship here in peace. There is gratitude here, so I pour it out to You. There is me here, Lord, in Your presence there is ease. You are here Heavenly Father, help me love like You. ----dfav 11/03/2020
“Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen.”Ephesians 4:29, New International Version, 1973, 1978, Zondervan Corporation.
Everywhere my eyes and ears turn They are sure to see and hear, Words that are hurtful and foul, From hearts that are deaf and seared. The argument is that it's shock value To let whatever one thinks rip, Only the degrading and humiliating Are the core of their hearts that drip. Over all of this what do You hear Lord? In this chaotic canopy of spilling hearts? I pray it's the souls crying out for You, Do our pleas the darkness part? What do You hear day and night Lord? Cleanse my heart, my soul, my mind, So nothing that betrays Your being, Comes forth from me that is unkind. May my words bring Your healing, Encourage the weak, broken, wronged, Call people to raise their eyes up to You, Find strength in You to make them strong. I pray my words are wholesome, Bring Your honor with every word I say, Please reside deep in my heart, As I end this night and start a new day. ----dfav 10/26/2020
If I could just look at this view all day, Not seeing the ugly scenes, The nasty means used to get what people want, If I could unhear the growling throated howls, Or the innocent souls crying out to You, The blood thirsty ones seeking revenge, Could my soul believe what I say? Here, in this cottage, just You and me, I can keep my eyes upon You, Finally I can lay face down before Your throne, Seeking Your will and reading Your Word, Your angels have covered us, My heart wants and seeks Your peace, Here with You in our Cottage-by-the-Sea. The world though lays beyond this lot, The Earth is where I live each day, It's been growing darker and darker, Regardless of how much sunlight shines, How good our intentions are, How bright the moon and stars, How beautiful the fruit inside is rot. Let me pick up my cross and follow You, May I see the cost and pay it willingly, For You paid all our redemption bounties, And sharing that with others Should be my deepest heartfelt pleasure, Here I've come to draw upon Your strength I come here to find mercy like morning dew. Yes, some places on Earth are like this view, Where winds race fresh and salty, Sunlight creates the golden paths, Diamonds on the sea waves twinkle, The sky is clear and cool the breeze, The shore is clean with golden sand, I'm grateful for this as I come to You. Help me face the truth regardless, Help me stay true to Your Word and Will, Keep my feet on Your pathways, For Jesus only You are the Way, the Truth And only You are also the Light, Guide me here by Your Holy Spirit, Forgive us all for this world's mess. ----dfav 10/19/2020
Here I am and here are You Meeting once again in this place In this Cottage-by-the-Sea I am humbled I dare not look into Your glory filled face. My soul draws in Your very presence, As my lungs breathe in the sea air, How is it always possible dear Lord, You always love me and always care? Today I throw myself at Your feet, Casting all my weariness and cares upon You, You speak to my heart and very soul, Reminding me of Your love and what I am to do. From deep within me praise by song I offer up The words lapping on Heaven's very shores, Here I worship and praise You Lord, Heaven itself has flung open her doors. My soul is washed its windows flung wide, As You accept my worship, prayer and praise, Here in our place of intervention I offer You my heart and soul to raise. From our Cottage-by-the-Sea just You and I, In the falls nipping sea salty bracing winds, I freely give all I am to You my Savior, Freed because I know in You there is no end. ----dfav 10/11/2020
It’s dark, it’s cold and miserable,
There’s no way out, but many in,
No light, no warmth or hand to hold,
This pit where the bottom never ends.
It’s narrow, it’s wide and walls sharp,
Some fall quickly, other’s quite slow,
No rope, no ladder or human voice,
Worse it seems that no one else knows.
From here, this place and circumstance,
Prayers pouring from my lips,
There’s trust, there’s belief and heart,
I lift up my freezing fingertips.
He’s here, He knows and understands,
Regardless of what is in my sight,
Right here, right now I lift my praise,
Though all around me it is night.
In this pit, this place meant to break,
My heart warmed by His love bit by bit,
He is still God, He is still beside me here,
My soul will praise Him in this pit.
Forgive me Lord, for the times I’m selfish,
When all I see are things from my point-of-view,
When my own hurt and pain are all I feel,
When I fail to acknowledge my own costs are due.
Forgive me Father, for the times I close my ears,
When all I hear are the beats of my own heart,
When my own fears have reared their heads,
When I forget to trust You to do Your part.
Forgive me Lord, for the times I judge others,
When all I see are the differences in others,
When I think I understand all that makes me right,
When I just don’t see the sin in which I smother.
Forgive me Lord, for damaging Your Holy reputation,
When all I do is push our own human laws,
When I think I’m right and I’m actually so wrong,
When I draw people away from Your Holy cause.