Don’t think I understand,
All I feel, what I hold in my hands,
Dare I to dream if my life’s soon to end?
Why bother to get better, is it a sin?
Does anyone have answers?
I’ve questions, that’s for sure,
Why is this happening to me?
I’ve no idea anymore.
As tough as this is I admit,
I want to go, You won’t set me free.
There’s always this hope,
You gave Yourself for me.
Quiet my thundering heart if You will,
Clear away the blinding cloud cover
Let me know the simple truth,
Maybe it won’t matter when this life is over.
If I knew there’s a reason,
But, all I do is lay here and rot,
I can’t see it, not any more,
Is my future ended with these dots?