Trying to dissect man’s pain to man.
Wanting a reason for consequences I bear
Of another man’s actions his ignorance or his arrogance.
My heart is aching my soul is bleeding
My mind is reeling from this news
Am I forever trapped in this pain laced snare?
And yes, I admit, my being screams, “Why me?”
How can this be of any glory to You?
What have I done to be forced to undergo this?
Pain, humiliation, deepening disability
The list of losses, cannot’s, will not’s
Show me how this can hold True.
I have promised to go where You lead,
To serve where You have need of me
To use my gifts and talents for Your glory.
How can I be useful in this condition?
How can I witness of Your love stuck here?
Please open my human clouded eyes to see.
Let it be,